UGGGGGGGH! i have never been annoyed so much in my life. I finally told someone about what i’m going through and i felt like it was so refreshing but i come across this thing that makes me feel 10x worse =(. I’ve never really liked anyone before and it’s just shocking to me how i can be so into it yet be disgusted at the same time. This probably doesn’t make sense but fuuuuuuuuuuuck!!!!!! it’s like it can be the best feeling in the world but also be the most fucked up shit ever. If liking someone feels like this then holy crap. i wanna unlike em asap.